Observations.

My work has taken many forms.

Large-scale sculpture. Spatial design. Experiential environments. Freestyle expressions. Launch Intention. Objects. Writing.

They are not connected by a medium or discipline, yet they are different expressions of the same inquiry:

How can thoughtfully designed conditions invite more meaningful participation with ourselves, each other, and our surroundings?

The expression changes.
The way I engage with it does not.

“Why?” is often the doorway.

It creates a moment of awareness. An opportunity to look more closely, become present and seek deeper understanding.

For me, creation begins there.

Before deciding what something should be, I seek to understand what is already present—the context, history, function, relationships, movement, needs, potential and human experience.

Sometimes that understanding comes quickly. Other times I am driven to dig deeper—observing, researching, listening, measuring, questioning and pulling from broad references.

At some point, the process shifts.

I intuitively stop seeking.

I have enough understanding to trust what comes next.

The what becomes clear.

I translate that understanding into form. The expression may change completely, but it comes from the same inquiry.

The why informs the what.

And maybe that's what I've come to value most about the question.

It doesn't demand a profound answer.

It demands an honest one.

Participation is taking ownership of my experience in life.

My well-being. My exchange. My contribution.

It is recognizing the role I play in my own life. Not controlling what happens, but taking responsibility for how I meet what happens.

Participation requires my presence.

Presence with the situation and presence with myself.

I don’t control outcomes or other people.

I do control my side of the exchange. My reaction and my action.

This is my participation and shapes my relationship to circumstance. Is life happening to me or for me?

Life happening for me doesn’t mean circumstances suddenly work in my favor. It doesn’t change what happens. It changes my relationship to what happens and allows me to participate appropriately.

When I feel life is happening to me, I am not present. I am adding layers of meaning shaped by my past, fear, ego or expectation. I am reacting to these layers rather than the circumstance itself.

When I am present, I can meet a circumstance for what it is and use it as a reference point for where I am at. To use this information to further my understanding and capacity. An opportunity to evolve and change my relationship to circumstance.

Perhaps participation is the space between what happens and what I do with it. A choice to actively engage honestly from where I am at, allowing an authentic exchange.

What happens is circumstance. What I do with it is my participation.

Discovery makes us part of the experience.

When we find something ourselves, we are actively participating. We are present with what is in front of us without a preconceived notion of what we are supposed to find or what it is supposed to mean.

Openness and curiosity allow discovery to lead the process.

What we discover is determined by our unique makeup—our perspective, experience, intuitive curiosity, and where we are within our own path. Past, present, and future all influence what we notice and the meaning we give it.

A natural exchange begins to happen.

Our reaction to an experience might be a feeling, a question, inspiration, a shift in perspective, a new understanding, or an action. Sometimes we may not understand what we discovered until much later. There doesn't need to be an immediate conclusion. Allowing the experience to continue working within us is part of the discovery itself.

When meaning is given or an outcome is dictated, we naturally try to adapt ourselves to it. We fit our understanding within established parameters rather than allowing our own understanding to emerge. This disrupts the natural exchange and removes us from truly being part of the experience.

A forced outcome will never stay with us in the same way as something we are naturally drawn toward.

Discovery is our exchange—determined by our presence and participation with a condition.

We can create the conditions for discovery, but true discovery has to come from us uniquely.

What we find becomes ours to interpret.

And then we are invited to decide what happens next.

IN PRACTICE

When creating an experience, I am curious about the journey—what makes us present and open, allowing our own interpretation, experience, and discovery to happen naturally.